I just ate half a small jar of pickles. Gerkins. mmmmm
do you have any idea how hard it is to wax your own eyebrows? I do. It' s hard. I think i'll just cave and pay next time. Good news is i still have both eyebrows.
Lately i've been afraid of something. Everytime the phone rings and it's my mom I panic. Im afraid it'll be bad news about Grandpa. He went back into the hospital after Angela's stag and doe in June. Some sort of infection. He's weak as it is, we visited him for an hour or so the next day, the day before he went back into the hospital and he was almost falling asleep in his chair. It's hard to see him like that. But he's already lived longer than the dr's gave him when he was diagnosed in November. Grandma (grandpa's wife) was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer in Nov of 93 and passed away Apr 94. that quick. Grandpa's is worse, more spread out, plus the tumors.
I don't know if it's good or not but i block it out. I dont' want to think of it. I coudlnt' even make it through the first half hour of The Bucket List because of this. In fact i dont' believe i will ever be able to watch that movie.
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This post reminded me that I need to tweeze my eyebrows, LOL.
As far as the movie...My older brother absolutely LOVED the Lord Of The Rings books, I mean, he read them over and over from the time he was about 7 on. He died in 94, and when those movies started coming out, it broke my heart every time I tried to watch one. I gave up on watching them, but a few months back I made it through them all one Sunday. It's strange the things that remind us of people that we love, but almost 13 years after he passed, I can truthfully say that I laugh more at memories of him than cry, but it takes a while to reach that point. I'll be praying for your grandpa. <3
thanks Suzy, it's nice to know im not alone in little things like this. You've known loss like no one i know and i really admire you and your strength.
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